Monday, November 22, 2010

erm ... not in mood ....




just alone with my life .....
no one by my side .... 
be sad but sometime ...
i don't know that 
i'm happy ...

love to be with myself ...
me is me ..
no one can make me ....
to be another ....
i love who am i 
n i know that they also love me 
who i am ...

what i like ??
like to think ...
like to decide my life ...
like to crying without one know ...
why ??
even i don't know why ...T_T...

sometime ...
sometimes i like to ??
like to laugh ..
but know one know 
what is in deep of my heart...
like to cry ..
but no one know that the way 
i'm going to be appy ...

love ??
love to be with my self 
my family
my best fwen
my fwen 
n even with nature ... 

if i sad ???
just nature to be my fwen ...
stay in my room n think ..
why they don't know that i'm a teenager 
i'm going to be 15 ...
not a small child ..
why they always treat me like a little child ...

study ??
when i'm in mood i will study until 
my mood is gone ...
i love to study but ....
i hate to be pressure ...
like DR. Fazley says :
much parent today does not give hope 2 they child but
they give pressure ..
maybe they don't realize ...
but ... we as a student n child 
always realize ...

gadget ??
they give what we want ...
but something they forget to give what we don't ask ...
they think that we do not need the thing ...
but deep in our heart we really need it ...
so sadddd ... T_T ...

who i love ??
my self 
family 
best fwen
fwen  
gadget .... 
but sometime i really forget about it ... huhu .. 

i hate when they said something bad about me ...
can't they understand me ??
maybe cannot ..
its ok
i will keep in deep in my heart
until my heart broken ....
T_T .... 

one thing that i need you to know ...
plezz ... give me some space n plezzz ... trusttt me ....